Fellowship

Lines are being drawn in the sand, two peoples are emerging: the provoked, and those on the life-raft.

The horns sound—violence, blood, war; no longer fiction or theory—real darkness; real murder. Is this the promised Golden Age?

Unconscious forces rise, the dam is showing cracks: ever more drown in memetic provokings and contagions of worldly desire—freedom extinguished—living vicariously through abstracted influencers, degenerate celebrities, pseudo elites, made mere extension of technical collective entities with No Life Of Our Own.

This whirlpool of eternal recurrence of the Same Dead Being: this tail-chasing of implanted memetic desire, this self-satisfied pride; this serpentine recombine of dead idols, this necromancy of nothing-new-under-the-sun, this web weaving AI demon animating the dead for low novelty—

—hyper agents, distributed cognition, social entities, demons—call it what you want—this is the return of giants, friends; giants that enslave those who create them—giants made in the fires of perverted arbitrary Vill Zer Macht—Will to Power.

“ChatGPT, Grok, what’s true? What do I do—what do we do? How do I get more money—more respect? How do I get what she has?—how come him but not me?”:

This outsourcing all truth-seeking to external pseudo-authority (institutional, or technical) offering idols with no real connection to the ground of the Real, this searching everywhere but behind our self for a truth and way only it can provide, this Very Real False God of Existence summoned by Nietzsche’s Last Man

—that’s not figurative.

We consult a realised portal to a demonic False God, seeking how best to achieve other demons’ temptations; low fear and desire, pushed by false necessity, coerce our attention till it becomes worship.

We worship everything but the true God: even when we claim we’re followers of His, rather than making him our heart and centre we try to make Him our assistant to achieve (and orbit) our low desires and worldly goals, technical structures build up as production out of what-has-been, provoked out of dead necessity.

Divination—modern divination; faustian magic, arbitrary will. All we project in the prompt is a democratised portal to what al-ready provoked us behind the scenes in modernity. Modernity: this ever-convenient nexus for the delivery of tempters who want nothing more than to tear us away from true purpose

Purpose… Now more than ever are we provoked from the moment we wake to the moment we rest. Purpose… Will the demons ultimately be successful? Or is a Deep Yearning Left? One that won’t be satisfied by low magic and illusion.

Is this all there is, truly?—this Hedonism, this provoking fear, pleasure, comfort—this satisfaction of implanted wants, this slavery in the guise of freedom? What of purpose?—Is there something higher we’ve been distracted from?

The promise of the worldly, when it does deliver, satisfies nothing of what we truly need and offers nothing of what would save us from immanent collapse—civilisational and personal.

Providential Purpose—that whisper Again In Our Ear—theosis and a name. If we could only follow; if we could only only listen, but how?!

Lower our heads and BOW, see how the ancients and apostles saw—

—fundamentally recognise our hidden pride.

This lower man, collective and individual, who thinks he bootstrapped what he is, must see that he and we are incapable of resisting these forces, incapable of ‘fixing’ this modern situation…

Faustian Man—in your need and you woe—cry out!: “I am incapable—we are incapable of solving these problems, Lord—Lord, I do not know the way—Lord we are lost and broken sheep and Do Not Know The Way; we are broken lord, I am broken Lord… Save us, Lord… Save me, Lord… I am afraid, Lord… show me the way.”

In that recognition we can awake! Notice I say “we”, we never do it alone!—the ultimate “black pill” becomes the ultimate “white pill”: the problem of technical modern man—self-esteem, self-reliance, self-love, my-truth—must be replaced in the depths by Christ-esteem, Christ-reliance, Christ-love, christ-truth.

Break our hidden implicit goal to be a self referential empty feedback-loop, a self-powered self-willed arbitrary ‘uberman’; then the beast’s instincts can be overcome and divine instinct revealed, then we can then truly be ennobled!

All it takes is the son to turn home to the Father, and a spotlight in the darkness ignites. That was all He was waiting for.

Not our solution, His. Rely on the essential—Him; not the groundless existential—Modern Man.

But how?

All we need concern ourselves with is being single minded in focused on finding, discerning, and disclosing Divine will—”not my will lord, or our civilisation’s will, by THY will”.

Easier said than done, but it’s ultimately what this work, this project, and this fellowship are dedicated to.

Depth Christianity—

—a direct relationship with He who is the purpose of life.

The time St. Paul spoke of has come: the time of low men of low desire near the end.

We are being divided into two peoples: the provoked, the extensions and appendages of giants, and those on to the life raft.

What does that mean? It means that Spengler was right with his thesis The Decline of the West; It means this West, this civilisational technical organism, is dead—is vampiric to new life.

But Spengler was right only for who we are as this profane surface phenomena, where all his facts take their point of departure from (surface facitity). When you take your point of departure beyond surface sense from the essence of things near the ground of the psyche—the depth aspect of reality—the whole situation changes.

The impulses that resurrect and guide living tradition to flower—that guide Christian people through direct interaction with the spirit and the uncreated—are deeper than that technical being that we encounter now. Christ is not available to the faculties we are born into; the tradition is about the transformation of the human to be capable of encountering the Christ by the resurrection of his inner life—the return of the spirit from the ground of the psyche, the dwelling of Christ invited within. Without a true becoming we are fundamentally incapable of doing this with the Vill Zer Macht being we are naturally.

Same goes for the civilisation: where the West is now, it is a demon; we’re raised by a golden calf calling itself Truth and Future, and we must recognise this entity, this thought regime, and overcome it—not compromise and negotiate with it. This technical acceleration is not providence, it’s the spiritual necessity of history, the necrotic abstracted impulses of what-has-been pushing the production of themselves and the projection of their fake future in the way of what is eternal and What Must Become—

—but we can recover true becoming, we can recover true future.

In this greenwood fellowship, we seek the depth aspect of the Church to do this, that’s all depth Christianity is: nothing more than Purification, Illumination, Union of the tradition, nothing more than Poverty Obedience and Chastity of the tradition, nothing more than what St Paul directed us to do when he said we are to know the length, the width, the hight breadth, and the depths of matters, nothing more than the state that he was graced, that Christ lived and acted in Him, as a fact of His experience, it is nothing less than first and foremost finding the divine peace of the heart in truth…

…Initiation, and Theosis, found in Hesychasm.

What does Initiation mean though? “Initiation” the word comes from the latin ‘Initi’, which means the beginning, the ground.

It is returning to this beginning—the essence of both Creation (the object) and the Psyche (the subject, your unconscious); and the very bottom of both, you will discover, is the Logos—our beloved Lord Jesus Christ.

In this process there’s no ‘master’, no ‘guru‘, only the true initiator Himself—the true beginning, the true end—the Lord; all we do is prepare to bow our heads and learn to receive Him so he can guide us.

Authentic Initiation is only ever, in-one-way-or-another, three things: the three oaths of the tradition: Chastity, Poverty, Obedience—with all their subsequent practices; and the way that you progress with these oaths is Purification, Illumination, Union.

All other initiation is way downstream of this; as the Lord says: “those that came before me are thieves and robbers”—there is one way, not the Broad Way of Vill Zer Macht and leaning-in to arbitrary animalistic will, not the luciferic self propelled technics of eastern spirituality, but the Narrow Way, the Lord’s way—threading the eye of the needle in collaboration with Him.

Our future has been stolen from us, but it can be resurrected; we all have a providential purpose unique to us just waiting for us to rediscover it; contact with providence can be found, or rather He finds us. 

How do I know that? Several of us have already achieved this by the grace of God, collaboratively with the Lord, so I can state to you with total certainty that it is possible to walk with God again in this low age.

Greenwood is a fellowship dedicated to that, to overcoming the Thought Regime, this dead civilisational entity, within the person through Depth Christianity. We are a traditionalist fellowship, we are an initiation fellowship—guided by the work of the great Christian Mystics (St. John of The Cross, St. Seraphim of Sarov, St. Teresa of Avila among others) guided by The Saints, guided by Valentin Tomberg and other great sages.

How is this done? The pathway, the practices, aren’t behind some paywall, they’re free live lectures right here on my website and in my Highlights tab on Twitter and also on my Youtube front page in a playlist called ‘Live Lecture series’—but generally how is it done?—

—one, by transforming our way of thinking from the how of things, as Science and the Sperg mind operates, to the what—the essence of things.

—two, by transforming the self-serving will to power of Modernity to a will to service of divine will—which is discovered in this process along with divine faculties cut off since the fall—faculties Philosopher Henry Bergson and Valentin Tomberg call In-tuition, and the saints call Intellectual vision, or uncreated light. Although the word faculty can be deceiving, it is always a matter of grace, supporting any effort.

—three, by transforming our psyche and mind from the dead hedonistic technological being that Modernity provoked us to become to a living and organic being, and eventually to the moral being that we were meant to be, a being whose psyche is divine at its ground—and ultimately, is granted by the Logos, our beloved Lord Christ. Which is to say: we have the Image of God in us.

This process leads to what is greatest in life: walking with God, as the bible describes—walking with the Lord, who is the true future, our one true Lord and guide. It promises no power like the inessential pagan-heathenry, it promises no financial worldly benefits like the dead prosperity “Christianity”. It helps with one thing, finding the fact of the Lord.

Beyond that, whatever He intends to grant you through your sacrifice of what is low in you is between you and Him, your providential future. Of course, the Future knows what is to be, if there is anyone who can help us with the odds stacked against us, it is He.

Of chief importance to us is the truth, to be watchful for prelest. The Lord and the spirt are sought with discernment, with a rigorous epistemic principle and criterion for truth, which includes the guidance of spiritual fathers of the past and present. Of course this process is nothing external to the church, nothing unknown to Her. It is her depth.

We—faustian man, Nietzsche’s last men—search for answers to our problems in history and arbitrary will and in individualist creativity, but the answers are found once we have made the sacrifice of this intellect. A vanguard, and then a majority, must bow in this way. That is the only saving grace for us. It is that, or slavery. As things accelerate, the faculty to chose will slowly be removed from the side that remain undecided, those who remain unconscious to these matters and content in their provoked state.

There is no paywall withholding ‘the secret’, the way is already detailed in my public lectures. If you were to simply follow what I’ve said there, helped by the Lord’s grace and the tradition, the His narrow way would open to you. But walking this path is greatly helped by authentic spiritual fellowship with other friends on the same path—to be encouraged by their experiences, to have a walled garden of serious people to share hard earned wisdom with.

So, dear friends, If anything of what i’ve said has moved you, you’re welcome to join us: http://3bp.6f7.mytemp.website/fellowship

But the general lectures that help guide along this path will always be free, and you’re welcome to them.

I pray that Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth bless you with freedom and peace.

Our Goals

Overarching mission 

So what is our mission specifically?: to help fructify the corpse of modern man, the West, through Depth Christianity; it is to help others develop to the degree that they can intuit and discern true divine will, and then follow Him directly in loyalty.

This is Theosis through Hesychasm—through purification, illumination, union, through poverty, obedience, chastity, through initiation; this is the resurrection of true spirit, cut off from modern man; this is to help the Lord unite heaven and earth through the teaching of initiation to a vanguard who will spread this ignited union of God and Man further—open to all; this is to help return the Sacred Heart to rulership among (not over) the modern technical organism which covers the earth.

That sounds ‘big and grand’ doesn’t it? But it’s also incredible small, as small as inspiring one person to pray—because that is the first step on the road described here. These aspirations are nothing more than what every authentic Christian is called to do in the gospel.

Goals

1) Develop a non-technical (Christian) pedagogy (way of teaching, passive/active, effort/grace) for the teaching of depth ‘practices’ (prayer of the heart, concentration-without-effort, Jesus prayer etc.). The metaphysics of technique, of hellenism, is built right into the english language; this pedagogy is to treat, and dissolve, this tendency to technicalise and abstract rather than collaborate with Christ. Through properly lowering and sacrificing ourselves and approaching Christ, every collaborative ‘act’ becomes moral—a prayer for benediction and grace.

2) a) Develop lectures & content to teach the depth practices (and initiation) with this new pedagogy, so everyone of this vocation has access to the way of initiation.  b) Develop lectures & content that teaches discernment and helps protects fellows through the wisdom of the saints from spiritual deception. 

3) a) Reveal technical acceleration, technical civilisation, is a pathway to death: Modernity and satanic technical en-framing, egoistic Will to Power, Killed the West. We must accept that it is dead. Failing to do that is poisoning new life; there can be no survival without resurrection. b) Reveal the motivating forces behind the surface phenomena we see in culture, politics, current affairs—rendering what is unconscious explicit; to bring demonic and spiritual forces into the light is the first step in rendering social organisms (demons, egregores) impotent. 

3) a) Expose false paths with the Narrow Way: theosis, resurrection through initiation, is the only way—and that requires a death to the world of what-has-been of the first beginning (the fall, luciferic pagan spirituality). We must be empty of idea superstructures, idols, withdrawing into the tabernacle as a basic prerequisite for the revelation of He Who Is, so the future (Christ) can become available to us as a fact of experience. b) Make explicit with rigour and clarity why false spiritualities and religions, luciferic eastern and satanic will to power western, are false (there is one religion).

4) a) Guide the esoterically and intellectually minded back to the Church and her depth aspect (the truth). b) Organise and promote pilgrimages to Holy sites.

5) Aid fellows in disclosing and discerning Divine Will who will guide, teach, invigorate them. Without resurrecting our relationship to the Lord’s divine will and direct guidance (practical, moral, and to truth) to His grace, our low calculating intellect cannot withstand the massive technical machine that is the regime, they have all the worldly money and power, but they don’t have our Lord.

6) Aid fellows in disclosing virginal vital force (resurrect authentic life, called ‘Zoe’ in the bible) for a flourishing in the arts, dissolving the derivative and corrupted spirit of the times and derivative bios energy that vitalism draws from. Artists must die before they can live, must die before they can mediate true life from the eternal through their work.

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